Whilst I've been an OJ for just over a year I have had self-control and self-medicated my Sigler fix. I managed to lead a normal life by keeping my habit under control by listening to the audiobooks when I wanted to and in the order that I wanted to. So that meant; Ancestor, The Rookie, Infected and Earthcore Then Sigler publishes his Twelve Days of Sigmas. In a moment of sheer desparation my need becomes just too great and I decide to cram Nocturnal. So for the past couple of weeks I have been listening to two episodes/fixes a day on my commute to work. However, I have caught up to the podcasts! I have mis-timed my medication and now I have to wait for Ep39. It's so difficult. I have tried occupying myself with other distractions, like creating a Twelve Days of Sigmas wallpaper that I just stare at. but it's all just Methadone!
I guess I will just have to attend the next Sigler Anonymous (SA) meeting and say "Hello, my name is Flash and I'm a junkie!"
yeah, that felt better...
watches, he would never be late! 
